Serenity Illustrator

{ (if: $dream is 8)[I stand at the edge of a crevice and look down over a dizzying height, unwillingly I feel myself lean to get a better view of the drop. I start to fall. Uncontrollably the cave walls whistle past twisting my stomach into a knot. (set: $dream to 9)] (else-if: $dream is 7)[I let a warmth wash over me feeling the golden light dance over my eyelids. Easing my eyes open I see the fire so warm and beautiful. I strain my eyes to look deeper into the cave, into the darkness. I hear a faint rattle of chains and see my shadow a pinprick, dance in front of the prisoners eyes. (set: $dream to 8)] (else-if: $dream is 6)[The cold grown fills my vision, turning my head I see someone next to me a person trapped in chains. I ease myself away from the floor sluggishly turning towards to light. Behind me is a fire so bright it hurts my eyes I close them. (set: $dream to 7)] (else-if: $dream is 5)[A stillness has settled over the cave with an air of anticipation. Breaking through the silence is the thunk, clunk as one of the cave dwellers grows larger and larger in front of me. I wait until it stretches up further than my neck can bend and suddenly I'm released. Collapsing to the ground. (set: $dream to 6)] (else-if: $dream is 4)[I stare at the flickering images in front of me, no longer scared I study them. They are trapped to the edge of the wall as much a I am trapped by these chains. Sometimes they tower above me and other times they shrink into pinpricks but always watching me. My chains rattle as I try to reach out and touch the wall. (set: $dream to 5)] (else-if: $dream is 3)[I'm greeted by the rattle of chains not only echoing from mine but from those around me. Straining my neck to see I try and glimpse another inmate, but to no avail. Footsteps echo behind me and suddenly grotesque images fall onto the wall of the cave. (set: $dream to 4)] (else-if: $dream is 2)[I'm back in the cave a warm glow flooding over my shoulders illuminating the cracks in the wall. Strange echoes fill my ears and I strain to look behind me, trapped I struggle harder the rattling of my chains give way to the rattling of an alarm clock. (set: $dream to 3)] (else-if: $dream is 1)[Endlessly I stare into the darkness, waiting for a flicker of light to bring me to my senses. A flash spreads across the cave with a sharp crackle. I shrink away from the brightness, shielding my eyes from the burning pain. As I unfurl my hands from my face, the light gently washes over me. The crackle turns into a screech and I bolt upright snapping myself awake. (set: $dream to 2)] (else:)[To Be Written: Dream $dream Day $day] (if: $draw >=6)[[[Illustrator]]] (else-if: $draw >=4)[[[Illustrator]]or[[Next->Alarm]]] (else:)[[[Next->Alarm]]] }

{ (if: $alarm is 9)[I was wrong about the alarm clock not making any noise from under the bed, it's even worse! Grabbing it I'm tempted to chuck it out of the window. (set: $alarm to 10)] (if: $alarm is 8)[Rolling out of bed I wonder how my alarm clock ended up under the bed frame. I decide to leave it their, it's not going to make much of a noise. (set: $alarm to 9)] (else-if: $alarm is 7)[I grab under my pillow for the alarm clock turning it off before it tries to re-awaken me. (set: $alarm to 8)] (else-if: $alarm is 6)[Blinking the sleep dust from my eyes I search for the alarm clock before it goes of. (set: $alarm to 7)] (else-if: $alarm is 5)[I wake from the sudden drop in my stomach, the alarm hasn't started ringing.The sound shrieks through the room and I slam it off. (set: $alarm to 6)] (else-if: $alarm is 4)[The rattle of the alarm wakes me again I reach out to silence it. (set: $alarm to 5)] (else-if: $alarm is 3)[Terrified I startle myself awake, not waiting for the dream to continue. (set: $alarm to 4)] (else-if: $alarm is 2)[Grabbing the Alarm clock I rush to turn it off. (set: $alarm to 3)] (else-if: $alarm is 1)[Grabbing the alarm-clock I wrestling to mute the symphony from hell. It’s just another day. Flinging myself out of bed I present myself before the multi-screen before S.H.E. has time to criticise my tardiness. (set: $alarm to 2)] (else:)[To Be Written: Alarm $alarm Day $day] (if: $openMind >=1)[[[Next->Sleep/Wake Up]]] (else:)[[[Next->Prescribed Exercise]]] }

{ (if: $wakeUp is 7)[[[Since I'm already out of bed might as well make the most of the day.->Exercise Decision]] (set: $wakeUp to 7)] (else-if: $wakeUp is 6)[[[It's time to face the music.->Exercise Decision]] (set: $wakeUp to 7)] (else-if: $wakeUp is 5)[The smell of spring creeps under my door making me want to: [[Embrace the day->Exercise Decision]] or [[Curl up and go back to sleep->Dream]] (set: $wakeUp to 6)] (else-if: $wakeUp is 4)[My stomach does another back flip, before I throw up: [[I should get out of bed->Exercise Decision]] (set: $wakeUp to 5)] (else-if: $wakeUp is 3)[I sit in silence letting the ringing of the alarm leave my head before: [[I get up.->Exercise Decision]] or [[I go back to sleep.->Dream]] (set: $wakeUp to 4)] (else-if: $wakeUp is 2)[Cold sweat drips down my face I need to shake of this fear, I need to move. [[Wake Up->Exercise Decision]] (set: $wakeUp to 3)] (else-if: $wakeUp is 1)[I sit up awake, but I feel drawn to continue the dream, something is calling me back as if we have some unfinished business.Remembering what had happened at the Community Hall: [[I can't believe I skipped Data Theory S.H.E is going to be angry I had better get up quickly.->Prescribed Exercise]] or [[I reset my alarm to continue the dream.->Dream]] (set: $wakeUp to 2)] (else:)[To Be Written: Wake Up $wakeUp Day $day] }

{ (if: $exercise is 2)[I make my way over to S.H.E and wait for the routine to start not wanting to disapoint her. My heart rate rises and I start to sweat enjoying the little freedome I have to move my body before sitting down all day. The exercises are completed and I leave for work. (set: $exercise to 3)] (else-if: $exercise is "calming regime")[I wait to be reprimanded for my disobedience but none comes. Instead the familiar voice starts barking the same rhythmic instructions “Jump higher, squat lower.” Exhausted by the pace of the exercise I lean over to catch my breath, relaxed and ready for the day. It finishes as always by S.H.E thanking me for looking after the body Maximo gave me, I leave the house to get to work. (set: $exercise to 2)] (else-if: $exercise is 1)[Flickering into existence S.H.E. starts barking instructions “Jump higher, squat lower.” The unrelenting voice continues until my body screams for this to stop. “Good work Serenity, you have done Maximo proud keeping our body in top condition.” I slump onto the floor catching my breath before forcing myself on towards work. (set: $exercise to 2)] (else:)[To Be Written: Prescribed Exercise $exercise Day:$day] [[Next->Walk to Work]] }

{ (if: $exerciseDecision is 1)[[[I stand in front of S.H.E knowing that the rythm of her regime will calm me.->Prescribed Exercise]] or [[I leave the house, not knowing where my feet will take me.->Jog]] (set: $exerciseDecision to 2) (set: $exercise to "calming regime") ] (else:)[To Be Written: Exercise Decision $exerciseDecision Day $day] } (set: $choices +=1)

{ (if: $jog is 1)[I walk away from Maximo towards the Little Greyton gate, picking up my pace the closer I get. Gate has has been flung wide open and I run towards it, sprinting head first out of Maximo. I continue along the winding road passing the Community Cetnre untill I reach the end of the road. Looking down the high street it bussles with people going about their own daily routine. My stoamche rumbles andI turn around and head back to Maximo, not wanting to miss the last call for breakfast. (set: $jog to 2) (set: $breakfast to "jog1")] (else:)[To Be Written: Jog $jog Day $day] (if: $pens >=2)[[[Morning Draw]]] [[Next->Canteen Breakfast]] } I leave the house, not knowing where my feet will take me.

{ [[Canteen Breakfast]] } (set: $draw +=1)

{ (if: $breakfast is "jog1")[] (else-if: $breakfast is 1)[The screech of metal against concrete greets me as I tread in time towards the food dispenser. Placing a tray under the whirling machine, I make sure to keep my hands away from the scalding liquid spurting out to cool as porridge. Shuffling away with my breakfast I join the next empty space at a metal table in the middle of the room. As I wait to let the grey mush settle, a flick of red catches my eye again. Staring carelessly across the expanse it seems the posters are also in here, scattered on some of the outer tables. Carefully I finish the porridge and join a queue out of the canteen, past a table covered in red. (set: $breakfast +=1)] (else:)[To Be Written: Canteen Breakfast $breakfast Day $day ] [[Next->Morning Work]] }

{ (if: $workWalk is 1)[The fresh air hits me as an unusually clear sky has allowed frost to settle on the ground. Warily I join the crowds of Maximo workers heading out of the housing complex towards the factory. Keeping my head lowered I try not to make eye contact, a splash of red inadvertently catches the corner of my eye. It’s a poster for an event tonight, but I’m carried away by the tide of workers before I can properly take it all in. The factory looms closer, a colossal concrete scar on the fields that surround it. Maximo Help Centre towers over the entrance in giant letters inviting in the employees and warning away the curious. Letting the wave of workers push me inside, I pass through the automatic doors logging my arrival. Spilling into the atrium of the factory the workers disperse towards their roles, forming tidey lines deeper into the factory. I find the queue towards the canteen, ready for breakfast before starting today’s tasks. (set: $workWalk to 2)] (else:)[To Be Written:Walk To Work $workWalk Day $day] [[Next->Canteen Breakfast]] }

{ (if: $workAM is 1)[Hurrying deeper into the factory I find the Service Desk Department, still pondering over the posters I swing the cubicle door open. Slumping into my chair at the center of the two by two meter office I try to put the event out of my mind to focus on work. Plugging in the work cables I start analysing the technical issues that have been submitted. Glancing over the ticket list there are hundreds of password resets which have been flagged since the shift change an hour ago. I guess it’s the beginning of the month and it’s always the same employees who forget to change their password and locked themselves out of their consoles. Getting to work I dive into the system, reconnecting the accounts and forwarding on their temporary log in details. Working quickly I should be able to finish before lunch. Jolting to my sense, the lunch alarm reminds me to head to the canteen again, I dim the console and head out. (set: $workAM to 2)] (else:)[To Be Written] [[Next->Canteen Lunch]] }

{ (if: $lunch is 1)[The corridor trickles with people taking a break from their work, catching glimpses of familiar faces I turn my face downwards to avoid confrontation. The queue for the vending machine moves quickly and soon I’m making my way towards one of the outer tables covered in red. Glancing around the room I carefully edge a poster to face me. Reading over the tray filled with a grey stew the poster reads: Join Me 9pm in the Community Hall, you won’t be disappointed. Another worker joins me and I concentrate on gulping down the rest of my lunch before heading back to my desk. (set: $lunch to 2)] (else:)[To Be Written] [[Next->Afternoon Work]] (if: $choices >=1)[[[Go for walk]]] }

{ [[Afternoon Work]] (if: $choices >=2)[[[Lunch Stationary Shop]]] } (set: $choices +=1)

{ (if: $workPM is 1)[The afternoon races by as I reset more passwords and respond to some low level queries over data lines and retrieving documents. I can’t help wondering what it meant “You won’t be disappointed.” I live a simple comfortable life with nothing to worry about, the company provides all, there are no disappointments as there are no expectations. What would be the point in change? The day ends and I unplug myself from the console to collect the final meal of the day. (set: $workPM to 2)] (else:)[To Be Written] [[Next->Canteen Dinner]] }

{ [[Afternoon Work]] } (set: $pens +=1)

{ (if: $dinner is 1)[Not feeling hungry I drift through the canteen wondering what tonight would hold. (set: $dinner to 2)] (else:)[To Be Written] [[Next->Walk Home]] (if: $choices >=1)[[[Evening Stationary Shop]]] }

{ (if: $walkHome is 1)[The street’s are unusually empty as I walk home enjoying the view across the fields watching Maximo shinking into the distance. The posters illuminate the street, shinning brighter without the crowds in the way. I make it back to the housing complex and let myself in. (set: $walkHome to 2)] (else:)[To Be Written] [[Next->Evening Activity Decision]] }

{ [[Evening Activity Decision]] } (set: $pens +=1)

{ (if: $activityDecision is 1)[Back at my house I shower and refresh myself for the evening activities. These do not start till 2100 so I have a little time to decide what to do. A shiver of excitement runs down my spine as I contemplate missing the Data Theory course at the Centre in favour of going to the Community Hall. (set: $activityDecision to 2)] (else:)[To Be Written] [[Go to Community Hall ->Event]] or [[Go to the Centre->Centre]] (if: $pens >=2)[[[Evening Draw]]] }

{ (if: $event is 1)[Stepping out into the clear night sky, I make my way to the edge of the housing complex. Standing at the boundary I listen, an electric car goes past on the other side of the gate but there’s only silence on the factory grounds. A rustle behind me pulls me to my senses and I hastily push through the gate into Little Greyton. Street lamps illuminate the way as I follow the road round towards the community hall, housed in a neo-gothic church. It feels strange to be familiar with a place having never been there before. Maximo showed me the details of the local area as they felt it necessary knowledge for all its employees before starting at the factory. Standing at the door of the church I knock, waiting to be let in. (set: $event to 2)] (else:)[To Be Written] [[Next->Community Hall]] }

{ (if: $centre is 1)[The time reaches 2045 and I click the door shut behind me, bracing myself for the bitter air. Stepping into line with the rest of the workers I make my way towards the Centre for tonight's activity, Data Theory. I had fought for months to get onto the course completing tests and countless prerequisite programs in order to apply. Finally I managed to secure a place last night when I aced my Meta Data Rational putting me into the top 10%. The doors slide open scanning me as I enter the Centre, making my way around the circular lobby I pass each door checking the activity taking place. Reaching the far back wall I open the door into the Data Theory session, at the centre of the room are eight reclining chairs facing each other, three already filled. Walking towards an empty chair I sit next to my classmates and plug myself in. Falling into the network I find my feet and look around, standing next to me are two men and one woman forming a circle. (set: $centre to 2)] (else:)[To Be Written] [[Next->Data Theory]] }

{ [[Sleep]] } (set: $draw +=1)

{ (if: $sleep is "centre1")[My feet carried me to the door of block 44 letting myself in, I turn on the lights and collapse onto the bed. It seems the force was trying show me something greater, something new, expanding my reasoning, maybe it is time to step outside of Maximo’s complex. The lights dim as my eyes drop and I fall into a deep sleep.] (else-if: $sleep is "hall1")[The road back to Maximo was quiet and the gate gently creaked as I let myself back inside. Keeping close to the shadows I make my way back to block 44 letting myself in and collapsing on to the bed, exhausted by the long day. My head hits the pillow and I’m out like a light.] (else:)[To Be Written: Sleep $sleep Day $day] [[Next->Dream]] } (set: $day +=1)

{ END Specilist Illustrator }

{ <h3>Little Greyton: Serenity</h3> Specilism~Illustrator [[Start->Dream]] } (set: $dream to 1) (set: $alarm to 1) (set: $exercise to 1) (set: $workWalk to 1) (set: $breakfast to 1) (set: $workAM to 1) (set: $lunch to 1) (set: $workPM to 1) (set: $dinner to 1) (set: $walkHome to 1) (set: $activityDecision to 1) (set: $centre to 1) (set: $dataTheory to 1) (set: $event to 1) (set: $hall to 1) (set: $exerciseDecision to 1) (set: $wakeUp to 1) (set: $jog to 1)

{ (if: $dataTheory is 1)[As soon as the circle has filled the session begins, blocks appear around us in random sizes and heights illustrating abstract reasoning in three dimensions. Lines appear between the blocks pulses of information traveling between the nodes, watching we see some nodes swell and other fade all the while resonating between spheres and cubes. Suddenly blocks start splitting of from the larger entities throwing out lines to connect themselves to us. My head starts to spin as information travels between us and the shapes, I open my eyes, I’m back on the chair in the Centre. Unplugging myself I carefully sit up and leverage myself out of the chair, none of the other have yet awoken as I make my way out of the room. It had been such a strange feeling being connected to something much greater than yourself, an uncontrollable force that had accepted me. Without language or imagery, information seemed to flow between us as it tried to show and teach me abstract thought. (set: $dataTheory to 2) (set: $sleep to "centre1")] (else:)[To Be Written: Data Theory $dataTheory Day $day] [[Next->Sleep]] }

{ (if: $hall is 1)[The doors creak open to reveal an empty hall dimly lit with a stage at the front. I enter and find a discreet place to stand at the back. Looking up I see red fabric blooming from the ceiling, draping down the walls to frame the makeshift wooden stage. The lights fade completely before a spotlight focus on a hooded figure, throwing it back with dramatic effect he bellows “Welcome, I’m here with one message. Break out of your routine and you will discover more than you could imagine.” With a theatrical swish of the cape he disappears down a trapdoor returning the lights to the hall. Stunned I turn and shuffle back outside letting the realisation dawn on me, I had missed my Data Theory class. (set: $hall to 2) (set: $sleep to "hall1")] (else:)[To Be Written: Community Hall Day $day] [[Next->Sleep]] } (set: $openMind += 1)